When i can't sleep at night...

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shadb33
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edited June 2010 in For The Grown & Sexy
it's usually cause there's something heavy on my heart that I need to get off. I'm a very private person. I don't express my feelings to people and keep things bottled up inside my nubian ? -like body underneath my washboard abs. I've been thinking a lot about my childhood lately and how it has affected me to this point in my life. I feel that I was robbed from a lot of things and my parents were not prepared to raise a child. It makes me feel sad and I get butterflys in my chest, right in my defined pecs, and I wonder where I would be if I was born in another family. If it wasn't for the hustler bones in my body I wouldn't be where I am today. But sometimes I get depressed and wonder if the negatives in my life will hold me back from reaching my full potential. I fear failure.

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