I hate this cycle
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ItzGravitation
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Life will be going good and then all of a sudden i'm moving back and forth between anger to the point i just want to ? a random person and keep killing and feeling so sad i want to ? myself and stop feeling anything
Its like i have two mind states right now.
One that wants to just grab a knife from my kitchen and get it started and the one that would rather just turn the knife on myself
So once again, i feel like life sucks
My daughter wont even make me feel better about this
Its like i have two mind states right now.
One that wants to just grab a knife from my kitchen and get it started and the one that would rather just turn the knife on myself
So once again, i feel like life sucks
My daughter wont even make me feel better about this
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ummm.....smoke some weed? that makes me feel better all the time.
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ummm.....smoke some weed? that makes me feel better all the time.
that doesnt cut it
never does. -
Well the only thing i can think of is if you dont like your environment or current situation then change it. If you cannot change environment/ current situation then change you.
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Well the only thing i can think of is if you dont like your environment or current situation then change it. If you cannot change environment/ current situation then change you.
i dont have the means to change my environment
and i cant change the way i feel cuz it kinda just pops up from time to time -
get a shrink
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i have problems opening up face to face with strangers
plus i cant afford it -
i think ill call the police on myself
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[QUOTE=ItzGravitation;3543684]i have problems opening up face to face with strangers
plus i cant afford it[/QUOTE]
thats part of your problem. Instead of expressing yourself you bottle it up. Go down to the social services spot or where ever they give out county/city funded medical and see about getting a shrink. Or talk to a pastor or minister at a mosque or something. -
thats part of your problem. Instead of expressing yourself you bottle it up. Go down to the social services spot or where ever they give out county/city funded medical and see about getting a shrink. Or talk to a pastor or minister at a mosque or something.
i dont believe in any ? so i cant see a pastor
and i dont know how i will feel better by telling some shrink how i feel
theyll try to put me on meds again -
im taking a walk
i hope i dont ? anyone -
What's troubling you in life my friend?
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DoUwant2go2Heaven? wrote: »What's troubling you in life my friend?
i dont know but i'm going to pass it around -
You already made an emotional suicide thread before. Die already lean boy.DoUwant2go2Heaven? wrote: »What's troubling you in life my friend?ItzGravitation wrote: »i dont know but i'm going to pass it around
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Just ? yourself yo.
Life is only going to become more painful for you. You'll just feel more and more alienated.
There's no other way out for you. -
im afraid to ? myself
im glad i didnt ? anyone though -
ItzGravitation wrote: »i
theyll try to put me on meds again
maybe thats better -
maybe thats better
i didnt work last time
i dont have the patience to go through a worse depression again just to wait several weeks for it to kick in -
ItzGravitation wrote: »it didnt work last time
Are you a doctor? Is that your informed medical opinion?
Seek as much professional help as you can afford. Once you're dead, you're dead. There is no chance of waking up on "the other side." Here at least you have a chance, even if the odds are bad. -
@My_nameaintearl wrote: »Are you a doctor? Is that your informed medical opinion?
Seek as much professional help as you can afford. Once you're dead, you're dead. There is no chance of waking up on "the other side." Here at least you have a chance, even if the odds are bad. -
ItzGravitation wrote: »i always figured i'll be back in another life as someone else
How do you figure out the odds on that happening? You've got no solid reasons to think reincarnation is real. Losing the will to live is one of the clearest signs that you're not thinking straight and you need some assistance. -
ItzGravitation wrote: »i always figured i'll be back in another life as someone else
You have to get to the bottom of what's bothering you, and whatever it is, try to avoid it altogether. If you can't do that, ask help from friends or family. Theres another way out aside from becoming a mass killer or killing yourself. -
im feelin the same way,,, its a mind trick
you got to stir that man up inside you and move on bruh. ..
people counting on you
or at least off yourself in a way your daughter can collect on the insurance -
Breh...I'm going through the same thing. Times when you dont even want to get i of bed type of days or when you cant go to sleep. Tryna find yah purpose in life. I'm glad I have ? fearing relatives that pray for/with me. They open my eyes to a lot of things. I seen/experienced a lot of crazy/supernatural things that let me know without a doubt there's a heaven & hell. The devil wants you to give yourself so he can have your soul(so dont do that! Plus u gotta daughter. Dont be selfish breh. She needs u). Try picking up a bible or pray for ? to show u a sign. What you got to loose?
Oh, & try to lay off the liq for right now. Drinking & depression dont mix. Drinking=impaired judgement/depression=suicidal thoughts. impaired judgement+suicidal thoughts=body bags
keep yah head up -
? yoself. maybe youll come back as the woman u wish to be.
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earth two superman wrote: »? yoself. maybe youll come back as the woman u wish to be.
Then he'll be complaining about hating his "cycle" more than ever.