I don't get why I should feel ashamed of my life.

I didn't fully give up on music, I could never, because I'm a writer, but what he done prolong the situation. That is called a scandal. & I felt he must be exposed, before I could get famous, because it's kinda of psychopathic. This kind of person may have me killed, thats why I kept talking about the situation. He grew a psychopathic hate for me from over the net, so imagine if I get famous. He really want me to fail as a person because he think I was raised "better" than him, and had everything as a child. He developed this perception from "pictures" on my myspace page. He didn't talk to me on the phone, he got someonelse to call me. So we never even spoke over the phone. Then he puts a scandalous ? in it. & tried to pass her on as another mans ? . Just think about this folks, it was not safe for me to get famous, with that type of drama. & they call me the loser, but I'm smarter. I just feel those type are just trying to lore me out in fame the wrong way, so I can get killed. I rather get killed in baltimore where people know me, and love me, than out there with a bunch of hate. Thats my choice.

you got to understand what my haters hate me for. He actually hate women who he thinks was raised better than him. He got people confused, and I really think this is a serious problem. He's the type that pull people down, because he think you come from somewherelse. I think thats why most people do not like him.


so now he have a lame ? in it, who head he pumped up. So she believes I come from someonelse, and now I suppose to feel ashamed because she is famous. I don't even know her well, where do she come from? & why do I suppose to feel ashamed because she's famous. Did I know her when she was kid? These are the questions I'm asking.. because she act as if I know her as a kid and thought I was better. I didnt even know she existed when I was a kid. I was in the ghetto's of baltimore, when did I have time to think I was better than her. Again this speculation is observed from myspace pictures. Supposely they know what I was thinking as a child thru the computer.

yeah my INTERNET nemesis got famous, she was mad because she was not getting attention online.. She didn't have a myspace page back then. She was mad because I was a poplar Internet poster. What a petty ? . I didn't even want Internet popularity. I knew that someone was getting too jealous over the Internet, thats why I was spazzin on line. I couldn't believe that people actually get jealous of myspace/facebook pages. What type of world are we living in?